to my 9
to the small existence that i knew when i was 14.
never once at that time, crossed my mind, about me crying and praying for your happiness. how some nights i cried, because the world seems a bit too harsh on you. how some other nights i cried, because the love that i have for you, becomes too much to the point i wanted to give you the world, but realized i couldn't do it cause im just a mortal.
people asked about what would i say to you if i ever meet you. i was thinking of a long speech, but then realized that i could just give them one simple answer.
“i want to look at them, and say, thank you. for staying strong. and for giving me the best time of my life.”